Deserve
I don't deserve to have to beg you to love me.
I deserve more than that.
I deserve more than you saying you love me but not showing it at all.
I deserve more than you getting angry at me for saying how I feel.
I deserve more than having to wait on you to make up your mind about me.
I deserve 100% from you if I am giving you 100% of me.
I deserve to be respected.
I know in the past I didn't respect you, I didn't love you the way I was supposed to.
I know its not fair for me to show up now and change.
But, I don't deserve a half valiant effort.
I deserve your trust.
All I asked of you was your trust and you got angry.
I don't deserve to feel like I am not enough.
I deserve to be with someone who cares about my feelings.
I deserve to be with someone who doesn't treat me like an option.
I don't deserve to be with someone who could so easily fake being in love with me.
I deserve the love I am willing to give but that I know I won't receive.
I deserve to hate you for everything that you've done to me.
I deserve to hate you because you are a bad person.
I deserve to walk away and be the bigger person.
I deserve more than you. But I still love you.
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